Dying

I feel like shit. I just wanna cut my arms so fucking bad it will kill me. Noone understands a god damn thing, they dont give a fuck. I know I have people who care, but there´s people around me that's bringing me down, and I can't get up again. My medication dosen't help anymore. My life is like, it dosen't make sense. I hate it so bad. I hate myself, more than anything in this whole fucking pathetic world.
It's such a shame, not enyoing to be alive.
Kill me, or I'll do it myself.