FUCK

For three days and until now i was so happy.
Dont know what happend, really.
It has gone to that place when i have suicide thoughts, run away thoughts, again..
People are lying, letting me down.
I met simple plan, david twice.
I should be happy.
Why am i so fucking sensitive?
Why do i have this disease?
Its been going on for my family in generations.
So maybe i shouldnt have kids, i dont want them to feel like i feel.
I dont want them to have this pain.
in that case i will adopt.
Dont know what to do...