It's just a spark, but it's enough to keep me going.

Its like there's a never ending goal.
When we got what we wanted, we just want more.
Its like when fat people are losing a lot of weight.
They have a goal, and when they're there,
they have a new goal again.
in some cases, that's how anorexia begins.

Sometimes it feels like the only way to escape that,
is to commit suicide.
Maybe its not like that for me.
But i dont think i will reach my goal.
It just dosent feel that im a part that's needed in this world.