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I thought by summer, it would all be okay. But, right now, i feel so much pain.
It hurts, so much. I wanna get out of here, sometimes i just want to die.
When i was younger, i wanted to grow up. I thought things would be easier. I thought that my problems would disappear. But here i am, with new fucked up problems.
People are going to leave me, i just know it.
When i was younger, i wanted to grow up.
But this shit is not what i expected.